Growing up can be like taking a journey through a maze, full of twists and turns. As a fifth-grader, I didn't fully understand what it meant to grow, but I did know that I wanted to find freedom from a feeling that had been holding me back – the feeling of being trapped in my own self-destructive patterns. That's when I discovered Alcoholics Anonymous (AA), a supportive community that taught me that growth is about moving forward and finding freedom from the bondage of self.
Understanding Growth:
Imagine growth as a path, like a trail in the woods. When we walk along this path, we keep moving forward, just like hiking along a trail takes us to new places. Growing up is like that, too. It means facing challenges, learning from mistakes, and becoming a better person. It's not just about getting older; it's about becoming a better version of ourselves.
The Bondage of Self:
Before I found AA, I felt like I was stuck in a prison of my own making. I couldn't stop doing things that hurt me, and I couldn't figure out why. I blamed myself for my problems and felt trapped in a cycle of self-destructive behavior. It was like being lost in a maze with no way out.
AA's Support:
AA is a special group where people who struggle with alcohol come together to help each other. In AA, I learned that I wasn't alone in my struggles. I also learned that I didn't have to stay trapped in my self-destructive patterns. AA showed me a way to find freedom from the bondage of self and start moving forward in life.
Taking Responsibility:
AA taught me that taking responsibility for my actions was the key to finding freedom. It's like having a map that shows the way out of the maze. Instead of saying, "I can't help myself," I learned to say, "I can make better choices." This simple shift in thinking was like finding the key to unlock the prison of self-blame.
Learning and Growing:
With the support of AA, I began to understand that life is a journey full of opportunities to learn and grow. It's like adding new pages to a book about our lives. Instead of blaming myself for past mistakes, I could learn from them and make better choices in the future. Each day became a chance to move forward on the path of growth.
I discovered that growth is about moving forward and finding freedom from the bondage of self. AA played a vital role in helping me break free from the self-destructive patterns that were holding me back. By taking responsibility for my actions and learning from my mistakes, I found the courage to leave behind the maze of self-blame and start on the journey of growth. So, if you ever feel trapped by your own actions or patterns, remember that you have the power to break free and move forward, just like I did with the help of Alcoholics Anonymous. You gottawanna be free.
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